AArgh!!

feeling demotivated.. tried my best during my trials the other day.. didnt score the points that i wanted..

feeling demotivated..

torchering myselfat the gym..

now, sufferring in pain, thanks to overload deadlift..

haihz.. gonna be awake till 2am..

wish me luck.

Finally..

Found her name..

Dian Sharlene..

No spesific info, yet..

cheers..

A thought for a thought..

Went to watch "the traveller's wife" with a friend of mine...

Started my day with KFC in Mid valley...

Not much things to update about myself..

something just popped out from my mind..

Kinda realised that im spending too much time in my CASTLE..
(my room is my castle... and im planning to renovate it, really soon...)


I've been missing off too many things in my social life..


the thingis, i can only choose one, and im not that good in multitasking..

So, what u say??


Studies OR Social Life??

I really needto find a way to be a bit of both..

Damn wey...im getting older =p

Cheers..

bla bla bla bla...

Im back.. *boooooo*


well, exam is just around the corner.. it's raining cat and dogs; and im currently chatting with Lynn... didnt know that finding a pair of new shoes can be that difficult.. This is insane lah.. Ladies.. =p


guess what.. we talked abour shoes from Coach, Hoodies fron Juicy bla bla bla..


cant remember when was the last time i ever comment on someone's appearance.. =p
Almost a year edi..


Herm, im doing good.. Phone dah hancur... Guess that i needta get myself a new phone..
haihz... Reza, amirul, sorry man... My phone ada problem lah.. Kena hujan the other day..


Well, im still stuck in the college.. Parked my car near Monash University.. umbrella's in the car and im all wet due to my sillyness...


Exam's just around the corner.. (early next week).. im all prepared for Management Accounting but im wayyyy far behind in Financial Accounting... Damn wey..


Im spending some time with myself for the next few days..

Just got to know that i have to MAINTAIN and average marks of 85% to maintain my scholarship...


Well, im considering to complete my Accounting and finance Degree in monash for a year before moving to ICAEW's case study paper... I have another year and a half to consider this option.. It's a longggg way to go... Just wanna keep my options wide...


Im looking for a job, right now.. Just feeling a lil bored.. wanna maximise my time doing something beneficial..

So, any ideas??

was talking to Pohyee bout office jobs, data entry etc etc...


Event management sounds like a good idea.. still considering it lah..


we'll see how it goes..

While waiting for him to fetch me..

AArgh!!! im dead bored...

still in college, waithing for him to fetch me.. Life without a car is actually quite troublesome!!!

so, i decided to spend sometime updating myself in this small world of mine...

Life is err, so so lah..

haihz..
im dead tired and i just wish to come back home and sleep till the next morning.. But but, i have to complete my homework, and my examination is in two weeks time.. haihz..

im super pissed with the whole jujitsu team.. they postponed the class coz plenty of them are having their exams.. im all fired up to whack more people edi!! looks like i just have to wait for another week before i can actually spend my time wisely doing some man-ly thing..


just realized that sunway university uses my face as their model for CFAB... lol.. it's like being a model without expecting any allowance from it.. how funny can that be, huh..


im such in a big dilemma right now!!

to spend more time at the gym, or not to spend.. haihz..
im not exactly in my best form, lately...

Jowena thinks that im "wise" because i can make good decisions at the RIGHT time.. but yeah, i dont think so, lady... at times, i do have internal conflicts with myself..


"to do, or not to do"...

How i wish to have the strngth oh Hercules to do things without turning back...


Life is sooooooo being unfair to me..
I just cant wait to start working =DDD

At least, i can divert my attentions to my workloads instead of being who i am right now..


haihz.. We human being will never satisfy ourselves with the things that we are bless with...
I need something new in my life.. Something that can ROCK MY WORLD... just missing those days when i keep myself busy with so many things..


and i wanna move to the Hostel.. Im just feeling sick and tired with my everyday life at home.. Better think of something smart, Adam Malik..


Scholarship ceremony is on this Saturday... Yayyyy!!!!


Desh is not with us anymore... Looks like he's doing well in Bucharest... So, who's next??

i dunno..

Btw, good luck to u, amirul.. Just try your best to get a spot in UCL.. Im supporting u!!!

sorry for misbehaving, lately... We seldom meet, and we seldom talk.. I guess that it's true that high school friendship will end that way.. So, are u with me, to prove to the whole system that they're wrong?? We are all busy people, i know that.. but sometimes kan, i dont think that we're that "busy" lah.. Try to think of it again man.. when was the last time we had a proper conversation, talking and discussing about the past and future?? i dunno lah... I seem to be carried away with homeworks and classes and sometimes, i dont even know what the hell am i doing.. It's like a complete blend of smartypants and being a nuisance.. Lol.. i realised that things didnt exactly went well with us, recently.. So, lets just forget about our shitty talks and lets do and talk some intelligent stuffs, like the good old days...


wtf.. my blog turned into a confession place pulak..

whatever it is, aargh.... im out of words..

cheers lah..